
Every year, I have a personal tradition, a birthday photoshoot. I don’t throw parties or plan grand events. I celebrate quietly, through captured moments that reflect who I am and where I am in life.
This year, I turned 44. No loud celebrations, just a peaceful afternoon, a white dress, and a bunch of white balloons. I walked through an open field surrounded by tall grass and stillness, with only the sound of nature and the soft rustle of the wind as my background music.

There was something calming about the whole experience. The simplicity of the scene matched exactly how I feel about entering this chapter, clear, calm, and comfortable in my own skin. I wore white not to symbolize perfection, but to reflect clarity and peace. The balloons weren’t just props, they were a subtle symbol of lightness, letting go, and moving forward freely.

I love how this yearly ritual allows me to pause and be present. It's not just about taking nice photos, it's about honoring my growth in a way that feels authentic to me. Looking at these images, I see a woman who has learned to embrace solitude, who finds joy in quiet things, and who’s proud of her journey so far.
Chapter 44 isn’t loud. It’s not about making statements. It’s about stillness, presence, and a quiet kind of strength that comes from within.

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Wszystkiego dobrego. Ja ostatnio skończyłam 42 i też świętowałam na łonie natury.
ReplyDeleteHappy 44th birthday!
ReplyDeleteI hope all of your birthday wishes come true!
These photographs of you in the open field with the white balloons wearing that pretty white dress are beautiful... and you look very beautiful in all of them.
Best wishes for a wonderful 45th year! <3 xx :-)
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ReplyDeleteEstas muy linda y espero que junio te trate bien. Te mando un beso.
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday. I hope it's a beautiful year for you! Thanks for the amazing photos. All the best 💕💗💕💕💗💗💗💗
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful tradition! These pictures are gorgeous. I love that you have taken time to reflect and honour your personal growth <3
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Lovely bithday reflections Happy Birthday!
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ReplyDeleteUau its great
ReplyDeleteYou look like a movie star
I love the tradition. Happy Birthday to you, Julie.
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday! What a gorgeous tradition. Lovely to meet you. xxx
ReplyDeleteHappy, happy new chapter in your life! I hate being photographed, but, like you, no party, just a moment of... well a new chapter! At age 14 I asked Mom to please stop the parties (born in January it was always a hassle anyways).
ReplyDeleteLove how you keep it on cam! Sad this is not my way.
Imagine... you´re80+ and browse through your life like that - excellent!
You are right. The simplicity of the scene makes a good impact. (and I like the overall white)
ReplyDeleteOh very cute photos
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Oh I love this tradition, how thoughtful and something to reflect and look back upon as you go through life. This shoot turned out just lovely.
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